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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

I dream!?

until now i still does not koe wat my future will be.. afew time back was thinkin of signing-on as a Signals Specialist on the SAF-scheme, which i will get $750 per month while i'm studyin.. sound tempting rite? but the scheme is that i have to work for SAF for either 5 or 10 years which the basic pay will be bout $1750++.. went to their first interview then, everything gone smoothly and they asked me to go for a second interview.. then i started to think can i commit myself to this kind of environment? strict and long term thing, if i sign it i'll have to do it for 5-10 years in regard whether i like it or not.. i asked some of my friends about it, some say if i really thinks that i really dunno wat i can do next time and if i can adapt to that kind of working environment y not.. while some say no coz there are endless opportunities outside.. argh, i’m really confuse during that time thinking bout all this.. then the second interview is nearer n i’ve yet to make up my mind.. i koe i’ve to make a decision already.. i have a self-thinking that time or should i say many self-thinking.. n my second interview is here but i did not went, i was thinking since i’ve not make up my mind y dun wait until when i doing my NS then decide becoz by then i could koe whether i can adapt to that kind of environment.. so i decide to decide in the future and juz do well in my result first..

my dream job? my dream job that i can wear a long sleeve shirt with tie n pants to work, sign-on sounds like very far from my dream rite? haha.. I have been thinking about this since long.. wearing long sleeve shirt with tie n pants to work.. I also hope that i can earn hmm, i cant expect to earn a lot for my education level, so i would say enough to use.. enough to use? as in enough to give part of it to my parents, paying part of the utility so that my dad will not be ‘xin guo’, enough to pay my handphone bills, juz enough for me to eat n save abit.. haha, abit here abit there sound like a lot liao but I think my dream starting salary will be like $1500 like that, dare not to ask for more.. lolx.. slowly I more I can earn more so that I can buy things that i want.. tiffany & co diamond ring for myself, LV wallet, etc.. lolx.. sounds vein.. hahaha..

This is my dream~~ wats urs? =)

feeling when i writing this: thinking hard n hoping it turns out wat i want, of coz i'll workhard for it..

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